So i wake up to my roomate shoving her phone in my face… Which after the phone call i did not mind It was for a job, I am currently unemployed and have been savagely looking for work, facing the brutal economy and judgement of only having entry level experience. Anyways, it was a staffing agency that is getting me a job locally, but for the interview i have to go to the agencies office which is a solid 40 minute drive from my house.
I have no car, and no form of gas money. My roomate drives but works a good distance away and needs to reserve gas for work. So i panicked immediately let my anger take over and was thinking all the worst case scenario, which is i cant find my way there. Than i looked at the day. July (07) 23rd 2013…. 7, 23, 13 numbers that have followed me my whole life.
So i originally posted this angry post on facebook, Though you can see the change by the end of it as my spirit made me realize i was not going to get positive from negative:
“I swear to fuckin god, If by some freak fuckin occurrence i cant make it to this interview, for a job i have been shootin for… Im gonna rage, absolutely everywhere… I put my intention out to get work asap, and here it is. Of course on a day with 7, 23, and 13 in it all my numbers. So I need to realize just put out the further intention to be able to make it to this interview and all should be well“
Funny how mid way through my mind literally shifted from sheer anger to realizing, I got this call through putting out my intention into the universe, My intention will reach further and if it does not i suppose it was not meant to be… But further more here is my horoscope for the day.
July 23, 2013 Leo Horoscope
You roar with all the intent of the Lion or Lioness, but others may react to you now in ways you don’t expect. The high tension between your will and the emotional response that you elicit today might anger you if you can’t have your way. But don’t follow your temptation to turn this into a full-blown argument. If you do, there won’t be a winner. Call on your inner patience today because you’ll most likely achieve your goals if you can wait long enough for others to come around to your point of view.
See i am heavy into spirituality, but even i slip into the negativity and allow myself to get angry. But in the end i realized that things will work as I intend them. I push forward through transgression and create my reality further.Creating ones reality is a foreign concept to most, and damn confusing. But if you look at in the right light, we do truly manipulate our reality… Ill leave that topic for a later rant though. Because that will last for some time.