A Strange Tide

So i wake up to my roomate shoving her phone in my face… Which after the phone call i did not mind It was for a job, I am currently unemployed and have been savagely looking for work, facing the brutal economy and judgement of only having entry level experience. Anyways, it was a staffing agency that is getting me a job locally, but for the interview i have to go to the agencies office which is a solid 40 minute drive from my house.

I have no car, and no form of gas money. My roomate drives but works a good distance away and needs to reserve gas for work. So i panicked immediately let my anger take over and was thinking all the worst case scenario, which is i cant find my way there. Than i looked at the day. July (07) 23rd 2013…. 7, 23, 13 numbers that have followed me my whole life.

So i originally posted this angry post on facebook, Though you can see the change by the end of it as my spirit made me realize i was not going to get positive from negative:

I swear to fuckin god, If by some freak fuckin occurrence i cant make it to this interview, for a job i have been shootin for… Im gonna rage, absolutely everywhere… I put my intention out to get work asap, and here it is. Of course on a day with 7, 23, and 13 in it all my numbers. So I need to realize just put out the further intention to be able to make it to this interview and all should be well

Funny how mid way through my mind literally shifted from sheer anger to realizing, I got this call through putting out my intention into the universe, My intention will reach further and if it does not i suppose it was not meant to be… But further more here is my horoscope for the day. 

July 23, 2013 Leo Horoscope

You roar with all the intent of the Lion or Lioness, but others may react to you now in ways you don’t expect. The high tension between your will and the emotional response that you elicit today might anger you if you can’t have your way. But don’t follow your temptation to turn this into a full-blown argument. If you do, there won’t be a winner. Call on your inner patience today because you’ll most likely achieve your goals if you can wait long enough for others to come around to your point of view.

See i am heavy into spirituality, but even i slip into the negativity and allow myself to get angry. But in the end i realized that things will work as I intend them. I push forward through transgression and create my reality further.Creating ones reality is a foreign concept to most, and damn confusing. But if you look at in the right light, we do truly manipulate our reality… Ill leave that topic for a later rant though. Because that will last for some time.Image  

 

Understand The Contrast

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I never really looked into the definitions of either side of yin and yang I have heard people discuss and through hear say i realized i was misled when i saw a post on facebook and in the comments someone was correcting someone on its true meaning. Again another stumbling upon leading to more knowledge that is needed. Interesting how we have by default adopted dark things to be bad, even myself, even to the moment i read that comment i still held onto concepts such as that. Though outside of duality there is no “good” or “bad” we do indeed live in duality so gaining knowledge such as this is beneficial to myself and my progression. Hope this helps others as well

The Comment From Robert Warner on the Facebook Post i Meantioned.

“Yin (The lighter side) is the bad one. While Yang (the darker side) is considered the good. You guys are taking an European stance that light is the good and dark is the evil.Yin is characterized as slow, soft, yielding, diffuse, cold, wet, and passive; and is associated with water, earth, the moon, femininity and nighttime.

Yang, by contrast, is fast, hard, solid, focused, hot, dry, and aggressive; and is associated with fire, sky, the sun, masculinity and daytime.” 

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=400808943358304&set=a.292355070870359.57430.292327470873119&type=1&theater

 

Figured i drop the link to the post from a page i follow called Awaken The Mind on facebook, Amazing page indeed send some likes there way.

 

Wow! Irony i suppose

Well me and my fiancee had determined if we have a girl we are gonna name her sophyia… Despite the spelling of the actually name, its funny that i stumbled on someones post on wordpress and ended up just seeing “The Faces of gaia sophia” within there post and it sparked my interest so i googled it and this is what i found.

What is the meaning of Christ Sophia and Divine Union?

Christ Sophia (having nothing to do with religion) is the essence of divine union, the primordial parents, the alchemical marriage, and the blueprint of the unity of creation. To integrate Christ Sophia is to discover wholeness, wisdom, and the infinite light. The metaphor of their incarnation relates to our own personal soul journey and archetypal patterns, and inspires us to be in alignment with the highest order of balance between gender qualities in the universe.

–Such an amazing thing to realizing that is exactly why i was gravitating towards that name.

Wolves Again <3

Balanced Wolves

To understand totem wolf symbols, one must first understand the heart of the Wolf. This takes time because the Wolf has had to endure many false stereotypes, misconceptions and misunderstandings.

Not at all the picture of ferocity or terror, the Wolf is a creature with a high sense of loyalty and strength. Another misconception is that of the “lone wolf.” To the contrary, the Wolf is actually a social creature, friendly, and gregarious with its counterparts.

The Wolf is an incredible communicator. By using touch, body movements, eye contact as well as many complex vocal expressions – the wolf makes his point understood. Those with totem wolf symbols are of the same inclination – they are expressive both vocally and physically. Those who have the wolf as their totem animal are naturally eloquent in speech, and also have knack for creative writing.

Totem wolf symbols belong to those who truly understand the depth of passion that belong to this noble creature. The Wolf is a representative of deep faith, and profound understanding.

Totem Traits:
Loyalty
Cunning
Generosity
Intelligence
Friendliness
Compassionate
Communication